aku kena lovestruck

nasihat abah sape ntah

yang pasti bukan abah gua yang forward nasehat nih, hahahahha
I’m writing down this letter, to my unborn son
Who before his first breath, my heart he’s already won

I love you more then anyone can devise
From the tips of your toes, to the sparkle in your eyes

We know that you’ll be great, at whatever it is you do
Just make sure your happy, and we’ll be happy too

I love you my son, with all my heart and soul
I’m so very excited, that I barely have control

Your room is finished; it’s the brightest shade of yellow
it’s only the best for you

I have some words of wisdom, which I feel I must impart
Remember these words always, and keep them in your heart

Dishonesty is bad; never use it to get by
Always tell the truth, even when you lie

Always love your woman, keep her first in your life
And she will always be there, to kiss away your strife

Always pull out chairs, and hold open every door
Kiss her on the forehead, and leave her wanting more

Enjoy this thing called life, don’t live it cold and bland
Close your eyes and take a leap, never do things as you planned

Try not to lose your temper; it’s really no big deal
But my son if you must fight, do it for something real

Take the time to listen, to what people have to say
And don’t forget to smile; it could brighten someone’s day

Try to live with patience, do it the best you can
Stand up for those who can’t, and show the world that you’re a man

Always be a leader, step forward never hide
Put yourself out there, and they’ll stand by your side

These things I hope you learn, someday you’ll come to find
But for now they’re just a dream, tucked away inside my mind

My son I truly love you, though your face I’ve never seen
From now until forever, and everyday that comes between


abh mat saleh kot

selamat harijadi Lili

Petang itu Lili, seorang adik yang berusia hampir 9 tahun, berbual dgn member2nya. dari satu topik ke satu topik, makinlama makin rancak perbualan mereka. Tengah hangat berbual, tersebut pulak topik pasal happy birthday. Ditanya Lili bila harijadi awak. Termenung jap Lili sambil otaknya mengira-ngira. Seketika kemudian Lili menjawab dengan muka yang separuh terkejut, 20 julai. Rupanya harijadinya dah dekat, sangat dekat; tinggal lagi dua hari. Bergegas dia pulang kerumah mencari abahnya yang sedang menonton televisyen. Setibanya Lili dirumah terus diceritakan pada abahnya dengan perasaan berkobar, maunya satu dunia tau yang dia bakal menyambut arijadinya yang ke 9. Abahnya yang masih mendengar dari tadi memotong percakapan Lili. "Ok, besok abah beli kek dengan chips"katanya. Kita buat majlis harijadi , Lili boleh ajak kawan-kawan Lili sekali. Terus bersinar-sinar mata Lili setelah mendengar jawapan abahnya

Selang beberapa hari, tibalah masa yang ditunggu oleh Lili iaitu harijadinya. Nadia rakannya yang paling akrab kelihatan mengayuh basikalnya menghampiri rumah Lili. Jelas terpancar senyuman pada wajah Lili memandangkan hari yang ditunggu telahpun tiba. Akan tetapi abahnya masih belum balik. Semakin lama semakin muram wajah comel Lili.

Setelah hampir petang, kawannya meminta izin untuk pulang. tinggallah Lili keseorangan termenung dihadapan rumahnya. Masa berlalu akhirnya abahnya pulang. Tetapi apa yang Lili nampak ditangannya hanyalah jam tangan bersadur emas 24k, tiada tanda2 yang menunjukkan abahnya membawa pulang sesuatu. Lantas ditanya abahnya tentang janji menyambut harijadi. jawapan yang diterima hanyalah satu perkataan yang amat mudah untuk disebut- lupa. Kelopak mata Lili kelihatan jernih tetapi ditahan airmatanya daripada keluar. Lalu abahnya memberi jaminan bahawa pada malam tersebut dia akan membelikan Lili kek harijadi.

Pada malam itu, Lili menunggu. Baru sekejap tadi abahnya keluar ke bandar untuk membeli kek. Setelah beberapa ketika, Lili terdengar deruman enjin kereta abahnya. Berlari-lari Lili menuju ke muka pintu untuk mendapatkan abahnya bersama kek yang dijanjikan. Dengan penuh kegirangan dan hampir2 melonjak melihat abahnya membuka pintu kereta. Tetap riak wajahnya kembali bertukar kepada suram kerana tiada apa-apa yang dibimbit abahnya ke dalam rumah. Lili bertanya dimana kek yang dijanjikan. Tiada jawapan yang diterimanya malah abahnya hanya memalingkan muka daripada Lili. Mungkin kerana nilai kek itu lebih mahal daripada nilai perasaan anaknya.

Lili terasa kepalanya seperti berpusing kerana perasaan tertipu dan harapan yang berkecai. Lili terus berjalan lesu menuju ke biliknya. Emak yang sedang mengaji terhenti melihatkan tingkahlaku Lili yang pelik. Setelah mundar-mandir Lili tertidur....

Esoknya Lili dan abangnya balik setelah mengharungi hari2 sekolah yang memenatkan. Petang tu dengan pakaian yang masih melekat di badan, Lili ketiduran. Melihatkan adiknya yang tidur, timbul perasaan sebak dihati abang yang seorang itu. Arakian, si abang pun menangislahh. Lalu beberapa ketika emaknyanya pulang dari kerja. timbul perasaan hairan melihatkan anaknya yang menangis teresak2. Lalu emaknyan bertanya apakah yang menyebabkan si anak menangis sedemikian rupa. Lalu diceritakan kepada emaknya ttg apa yang telah berlaku. (YM jappp)

(orang dah taklayan gua, sambung post)
Lalu emaknya menyuruh si abang berhenti menangis kerana itu adalah satu perilaku yang bodoh. Dulu masa kamu masih kecil, mak dah selalu kena janji kosong, kira dah lali daah. Lalu dia memberitahu kepada si abang yang kek akan dibeli secara senyap2 pada petang tu. SEt!! Balas si abang. Lusanya emak dan si abang pergi kekedai kek tanpa pengetahuan Lili maupun abahnya. Lili masih lagi bingung apabila emaknya menghulur kek harijadi, walaupun tarikhnya telah lewat beberapa hari. girang tidak terkira Lili ibarat terjatuh rolls-royce phantom depan mata. Berlari2 keriangan Lili kerana dapat menyambut harijadinya dengan kek....... kek apee haaa. mmmmphht yang sedap. Kek black forest(hahahhaa).

Terus Lili keluar mengajak kawan-kawannya, tak cukup dengan itu siap telefon lagi. Petang tu juga mereka menyambut majlis harijadi Lili. Selamat Harijadi Lili. Seperti mereka yang lain, potong kek, makan crisp & mee, tiop wisel dan melalak.

Setelah tamat majlis kecik tadi, emaknya mendekati Lili lalu membisikkan sesuatu. "Yang sepotong tu simpan kat abah yeee". Lili memgangguk lemah, masih terbuku dihatinya perasaan kecewa. Merekapun berkemas membersihkan rumah yang dah tunggang-langgang. Jauh dihati Lili, dia berasa sangat gembira kerana impian kebudak2an terlaksana juga akhirnya. Lega hati si abang melihat keadaan Lili yang gembira.

Malam itu abahnya pulang dari kerja, sedikit lewat dari kebiasaannya. Pintu diketuk dan dibuka oleh anaknya. Beberapa langkah dia berjalan dia terduduk kepenatan diatas sofa hadapan televisyen. Muncul Lili membawa sepotong kek dan sejag air teh untuk abahnya. Abahnya melihat sahaja pinggan dan gelas diletakkan didepannya, tetapi yang perlu dikontradiksi ialah mengapa abah Lili tidak menyentuh kek yang terhidang. Air diminum pula.
Aneh- tapi inilah hakikatnya, kalo tak mampu takyah janji. last2 malu diri sendiri.


Aku rindu kaset2 ku

• M.shariff & the zurah- album
• kugiran tepi pantai- album ke2
• Motorhead- live 2000
• Aerosmith- big ones
• Dead Kaneddys- Frankenchrist(babi ponya rare, beli kat jertih)
• Oasis- What the Story, Morning Glory
• Nirwana- Incesticide
• Radiohead- Bend
• Pantera- cowboys from hell
• Pilgrims- story of a wise fisherman
• Pink Floyd- the best
• No Doubt- Tragic Kingdom
• Green Day- Insomniac
• Snmashing Pumpkins- album ada lagu vampire
• Cypress Hill- Loco de Coco
• Alice In Chain- Live MTV
• Various artist- tribute to Ramones
• Malmsteen- Rising Force
• orkestra- fantasie suite
• Kitaro- enchanted evening

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balik lama skitt

whoee berniat baik untuk balik tetapi.........

hari kedua ku balik singgah di machang tuk menaip sedikit sebanyak, tambahan janji dgn si tawkey cigar tu kol 5 ptg. untuk tidak membuang masa di kedai kopi, lantas aku sewa komputer(cafe laa tu) selama sejam. nak aku cerita kisah di kampung. Pegh cuti ni kat kelantan banyaaak majlis penyatuan berlaku(maksudku kawen, btuneng, perisikan dll).
amat meriah, bayangkan dalam satu hari aku menghadiri 5 kelas... err kenduri. maunya kusantap semua lauk-pauk yang ada tapi perutku taklah sehebat itu. jarak tempat kenduri tu pulak jejauh sangat, berlainan daerah. berpeluh satu badan.
lalu aku nekad, layan kenduri sehari saja hari lain tu terus lepak, mana sempat weii. program hari ni nak jumpa kekawan lama, senang cerit reyunian(reunion). kalau boleh nak jumpa semua ke3 3 grup ol` skool(SM T. Mas, Teknik Krai, Kelantana Squadron E1E). malam ni cari tokwan spider & amir gempak(katanya hangat bercuti). 5 bln beb tak berkontek semenjak mobile aku yang lama terkubur dalam kebakaran.....wadafag
kisah ol` skool ting 3 batch 1999 kurasa mungkin dah tak sempat kerana mrk nak buat perjumpaan pada 9hb, mesti aku dah chow(6hb) velangrung btol tak dapat jumpa geng lama, harapkan frenster, frenster makan lobster..
jadi apapahal kuharap diorang ingatkan aku lagi, walaupun aku tak sempat mengikuti mrk. sekarang kan zaman tekno, tekan je dah nampak. kalau tak nampak tutup shif koman escep laa. yee laa tu zaman tekno, macam aku ni beruang(ber wang).
lainkali ada umur, asri dan keluangan kboleh jumpa jgak...

Catatan Ke Merang Trenggganu(celcom beach retreat)

Jumaat
9.30 mlm-ini waktu berkumpul di menara celcom tapi aku masih di...
bergegas aku kemaskan pakaian, isi parfume, b.g.g, seluar pendeks & boxers biar nampak cam beach boys. janjiku hendak kuar menaiki hilux dipandu June tapi alangkah bengkeknya aku bila kuturun mamat tu dah menghilangkan diri. yang lain kata dia dah kekedai mamaxxxx, takleh tahan lapar. Pegh tambah kelamkabut. Pissing jap hilang gugup. Flush kemudian mundarmandir balik, gelisah adalagi skit. Bling! kudapat 1 akal, Abang Hatta; Ja Abang hatta. Aku terus menemui beliau & menyatakan hasrat murniku. A Hatta setuju dgn muka tersenyum, "lu hensem la hatta!" bodekku.. terus dia buat muka kabur, buat bondo. Coken mengsyorkan supaya dia ikut sama, konon Gandalf la tu. aku bawak barang masuk dlm kreta.

10.50 mlm-kami sampai, dah ramai org kat luar tapi ada lagi yg blom sampai..
sampailah kami kat menara celcom, aku berlari2 anak pergi daftar sbg peserta. sampai jek kat sana aku terus buat muka ceria, terus bawak kuar semua borang yang ada. A, B1 B2, C arkk borang C takda laa. borang tu buat claim deposit RM100, dipahamkan peserta kena letak sratus sebg cgrn kalau tak jadi pegi duit tu terus hangus. tengah kelamkabut tadi aku terus bagi kad bosku(sebenarnya trip ni dia yang dapat, maklumlah 5 tahun setia ngan celcom). "Ini nama Wan Ahmad Ifafudin(mai boss), tapi nama I/C awak Faiz waliyudin camna ni?"tanya abng bertugas. aku selamba menjawab dua patah perkataan omputih yang menyelamatkan keadaanku yang hulabaloo iaitu "third party". Terus abang tu talifon bosku dan beliau meluluskan borang C(skali lagi trimas kpd beliau, dahla free dapat sratus lagi, your my sunshine la bos hahaha). Abang tu tulis apa ntah kat atas kertas kosong kmdian disuruh aku ttgn. Akhirnya selesai pendaftaran, aku keluar menuju ke tempat banghata & cokin.

11.25 mlm- bas dah sampai tapi xda org masuk
aku masih borak2 ngan banghatta & coking, kelihatan abg sabri Yunus melintas, aku pun terus buat taknampak krn aku bengang ngan semua pelakun Salam Plenet Telex(pantai timur laa), menghina kampungku dgn lawak2 u**er s**t(uttershite). langsung aku tak rasa rugi kerana aku lebih mementingkan sensitiviti kenegerianku. Fikirku biar dia tahu ada org yang offend dengan rancangan sebegitu. Aku sambung borak dgn mereka sehinggalah ada orang memanggil semua peserta untuk bergambar depan bas. awalnya aku tak peduli tapi sorang akakperasan yang aku masih berborak, terus dia panggilku. aku terpaksa akur ngan arahan akak yang kelihatan peramah itu. Click! aku bergambar dgn peserta lain yang mengikuti program ini. sesudah mengambil gambar, pihak urusetia meminta semua peserta memasuki bas. skalilagi aku bertembung dgn sabri Yunus, aku mengalah krn dia senyum aku pun senyum sama. aku bergegas masuk belakang letak beg, kemudian keluar salam ngan bang hatta & Cokin. akhirnya bas pun dah nak gerak, aku pun menuju ke dalam bas dan duduk ketempatku tadi. Lima minit lepastu baspun bergerak keluar dari m celcom. kunampak gambaran mereka semakinn jauh sampai satu poin mereka terus xkelihatan.. goodbye KL, aku bonvoyage ke marang.

1.07 pagi- mataku mulai berat, cerita face off yang dipasang mengundang boring yang amat sangat lalu aku nekad, aku zzzzz zzzz zz

PELAJARAN YANG SUKAR

akhirnya rambutku yang digoogel pada bulan lepas sudah boleh disikat/ digayakan.. terpikir juga untuk membrunet rambut supaya nampak fresh cam iklan syampu moden (dulu iklan syampu taklah berkesan sangat berbanding iklan Ekzion & Pelanta). letak tepilah soal rambut tadi, bukannya dapat kontrak dengan majalah.

letak tepilah soal rambut tadi, bukannya dapat kontrak dengan majalah. penyampaian blog aku kali ini adalah mengenai perhubungan(huuuuuh). patut lagi panjang aku mengeluh pasal perkara yang super-enak pada umur kanak2 dan menjadi perkara yang kerosin/sulfurik/kloropom bagi hidup aku sekarang. permulaan yang amat kacang, pertengahan yang poros dan penghujung yang nata de coco(liat tapi lumat tak sampai seminit). Memang gumbira kalau teringt zaman kam-cheng, hari-hari O.D endorphene, lupa kesedihan, tekanan, kerisauan melampaw dan perasaan tak berguna (syukur kerana gejala buruk tu dah berkurangn kerana tindakan drastik ala2 anakperdictsyen. mungkin itu satu-satunya jalan penyelesaiannya). orang dulu kata setiap penyakit ada antipenyakit, hatta setiap racunpun ada antivenom(?r?o?j?a?k). En malmsteen pun cerita kisah ni dalam lagu Brothers. ada masalah ada penyetel, aku memang tak mampu nak setel sorang lalu dikurniakan kekawan yang konsen. tapi akikat manusia, kalau dah lebih bekalan mula nak leka. Cukup dengan dua kejadian, nikmat sementara hilang tiba2. selamat datang kemurungan... tapi aku lebih kuat berbanding dulu, tapi sampai bila? oh lemah!(gaya southpark) adakah ini lompatan besarku kepada carahidup antimasyarakat dan bersikap `hidup dalam mono`.(portishead tuuu)

bodoh aaa kalau aku berpikiran seperti tu. ingat dulu masa seorang budak gempakkan dunia termasuk aku yang masih sekolah rendah, tak silap cik sufiah namanya, berkat sistem pembelajaran insentif x1000> oleh kedua ibubapanya, dia jejak oxford pada usia awal belasan tahun. terpana aku waktu itu dengan cerita perfek tahap AAAAAAAA x satu belion berbanding dengan aku yang hanya tau sebut ayat ples teacher, may I gone owt, I wanna go to toilet(ayat paling panjang pernah kuhafal). berbalik kepada kisah gadis tadi waktu belajar dia ketat nak mampus(pendapatku yan terkenal dengan kemalasan; tapi kaki studi pun akan kata woooow, ini kerja gila). taksilap aku adik dia pun jejak kaki ke oxford(mesti lagi muda). mediapun crita pasal keperfekan sistem makbapak diorang. cara berpelajaran laa (supreme method). kira-kira masa tu aku berkhayal konon best jadi minah pinter ni. selepas beberapa tempoh yang aku sendiri tak pasti, kisah ni hilang. akupun dah tak berangan(konon side efek)... taksilap aku laa masa tahun 2002 aku terjumpa kertas sokabar yang bersepah kat lantai dom kawanku. tengah belek2 belek terjumpa artikel pasal minah pintar yang aku kagum dulu , sudah jadi dewasa rupanya tapi kenapa dia kelihatan berbeza. kenapa penampilannya tak seerti dulu, muka takbersalah ala skema. sekarang(2002) dia dah dewasa, dia kata dia dah bebas dari kongkongan mamipapi dia(aku ingat dia bahagia 100%). masa tu dia dah duduk dengan kluarga angkat, dalam gambarpun bukan main gayanya, alaaa macam cerita kampus2 barat(seksi). terkejut gibbon aku dengan pemberontakan yang dilakukannya. rupanya rancangan mamipapi dia hanya berjaya menjadikan dia terer dalam akedemik tapi kentutcirit(sori kasar sket) dalam pembangunan sahsiah. besar pengajaran dalam kisah awkpintar itu, sedih dengan tindakan pengasingannya drp keluarga. aku juga sedar kemungkinan pendidikan tanpa berkawan adalah kurang berkesan/sempurna =adalah 0. akhirnya dia pilih jalannya sendiri dan tanpa kawalan orang lain. hidup tanpa hubungan kluarga lagi

satu kisah adalah kisah almasikh dajjal. ikut sejarah karangn Isa Daud, dajal ini menghabiskan waktu bayinya dgn tidur, masyarakat tak menerimanya masa kanak2 lalu diletakkan di pulau dan dijaga oleh makhluk. akhirnya dia meningkat menjadi ancaman pada dunia ini(jauhi kami drp fitnah dajjal) jelaslah buruk kesannya kalau memencil daripada masyarakat. aku pikir ada baiknya hidup bermasyarakat. ~sekian~

boring cubalah

http://www.dropkickthefaint.com/
lagu thema
http://www.angelfire.com/rpg2/pinas/suabe.mp3

apaan

homphh.. mula dgn mengeluh suam aku post. apa aku nak taip nih, apaan lah janji ada point.. erm bebaru nih aku baca pelayaran arwah abd munshi. best woo, lagi bes drp jrrr tolken. imaginasi aku berlegaran masa baca kisah pelayaran beliau. tajuk ku ingat paling menarik i pelayaran ke kelantan. dikatakan pada masa tu(18**) kelantan tengah berperang dan abd munshi(membahasakan dirinya sahaya) ditugaskan menghantar surat kpd raja. poin yang penting dalam tajuk ni i bagaimana keadaan penduduk pantai timur masa tu, busuk, ganas, mengagungkan org lain, malas dan lalai. terbayang keadaan dimana org pompuan bekerja dan yang lelaki lepak macam org tak guna...
tada rate untk buku nih(yang lain pun aku tak pernah rate). disyorkan baca bagi mereka yang rasa diri best amatt.
huahhh nyanyi ah dulu lagu jang naRa===
noon mool eh eol gool eul moo deul dae neh ga nal peo ryeot seul daeseo reo oon noon mool eul sam ki myo na doh na reul peo ryeot jieon jeh poo teo (Think back to the pass how we used to be together)neon na reul peo ri ryeo joon pi reul haet seul gami ri al geh (dwi dol ah pwa it chi mot hal keu choo eok eui soon gan ta, uh!) hae chweot ta myeonjo geum deo swip keh poh nae jool soo it seot neun dehcheong mal nan neh ga pil yo ha ta yae gi haet ji man neo neun ah ni eot na pwanoon mool doh eop shi swip keh doh neon nal peo ryeot seot ji nan ool keh dwaet jipyol pi cheh poo seo jin choo eok doh nal peo rin neh ee reum dohmoh doo ta ji ool soon eop ket ji nae ga na reul ji ool kehmoh reu ket seo (Think back to the pass how we used to be together)keup ha geh na reul peo ryeot teon ee yoo reulmi ri yae gil (dwi dol ah pwa it ji mot hal keu choo eok eui soon gan ta , uh! ) hae chweot ta myeonnae ga nal pa gweo poh ryeo noh ryeok haet seul ten dehkeu dae nan na reul poh ryeo ga myo mae dal ryeot neun deh cheong mal ah ni eot seot nimi ryeon doh eop shi cha gap keh neon nal deo nat seot ji nan ool keh dwaet jipyol pi cheh poo seo jin choo eok doh nal peo rin neh ee reum dohmoh doo ta ji ool soon eop ket ji nae ga na reul ji ool kehnoon mool eh eol gool eul moo deul dae neh ga nal peo ryeot seul daeseo reo oon noon mool eul sam ki myo na doh na reul peo ryeot ji

lyrrr

HOUSE OF THE RISING SUN
There is a house in New Orleans,
They call the "Rising Sun",
It's been the ruin of many a poor girl,
And God, I know, I'm one.
My mother was a tailor,
She sewed those new blue jeans,
my husbend he's a gambling man,
drinks down in New Orleans.
My husbend in a gambler,
He goes from town to town,
The only time, he's satisfied,
is whenHe drinks his liquor down.
Oh, mother, tell your children
Not to do what I have done
-Spend your lives in sin and misery
In the House of Rising Sun
One foot on the platform,
The other's on the train,
I'm going back to New Orleans,
to wear that ball and chain.
Going back to New Orleans,
My race is almost run,
I'm going to spend the rest of my life,
Beneath that "Rising Sun".



CALIFORNIA UBER ALLES
I am Governor Jerry Brown
My aura smilesAnd never frowns
Soon I will be president

Carter power will soon go away
I will be Fuhrer one day
I will command all of you
Your kids will meditate in school

California Uber Alles
Uber Alles California
Zen fascists will control you100% natural
You will jog for the master race
And always wear the happy face
Close your eyes, can't happen here
Big Bro' on white horse is near
The hippies won't come back you say
Mellow out or you will pay

California Uber Alles
Uber Alles California

Now it is 1984
Knock knock at your front door
It's the suede/denim secret police
They have come for your uncool neice
Come quitely to the camp
You'd look nice as a drawstring lamp
Don't you worry, it's only a shower
For your clothes here's a pretty flower
Die on organic poison gas
Serpent's egg's already hatched
You will crack, you little clown
When you mess with President Brown

California Uber Alles
Uber Alles California

bad people

Who Are The Illuminati?

Richard Stone "A loose affiliation of millionaires and billionaires" (Paul Simon).
"The world is governed by far different personages from what is imagined by those who are not behind the scenes" (Benjamin Disraeli).
"Give me control over a nation's currency, and I care not who makes the laws" (Mayer Rothschild).
Conspiracy theory is the theory that most of the world is secretly governed by a small group of men who operate behind the scenes. Conspiracy theory is now an accepted turn of phrase but sometimes one hears the expression, sometimes whispered rather than spoken. "The Illuminati".
What does this mean? Who are the Illuminati? They are, in essence, a cartel of international bankers and industrialists based in Western Europe and North America. The names of certain families persist over long periods of time. Some of the most important names are Rothschild, Rockefeller, Morgan, Lazard, Warburg, Schroder and Schiff.
The pivotal family is probably the house of Rothschild, the descendants of Mayer Rothschild (1743 - 1812) of Frankfurt. The male descendants of this family, for at least two generations, generally married first cousins or even nieces. The family established banking institutions in Vienna, London, Naples and Paris as well as Frankfurt. Ever since the middle ages, these families have been building their power by lending money at rates of interest to the monarchies and governments of Europe who were forever in debt, particularly in times of war. Sooner than tax the population to raise funds, always an unpopular measure, they usually preferred to borrow money from the money-lenders. This was the birth of the concept "the national debt." The countries of the world are forever in debt but where there is a debtor there is a creditor - who is this money owed to? It is owed to this coterie of international bankers.
By the nineteenth century the power of the Rothschild family was immense. They increased their wealth with great cunning and cleverness, while maintaining a low public profile. A notable example of their methods was their exploitation of the battle of Waterloo. The Rothschilds had spies watching the course of the battle and as soon as became evident that Wellington had won, a Rothschild agent traveled at maximum speed to London, arriving hours before Wellington's own messenger. Rothschild received the messenger and began conspicuously selling his stocks. The whole stock exchange assumed that Wellington had lost and Napoleon had won so everybody started selling, at this point, other Rothschild agents bought up huge stocks at give-away prices. Thus an already massive fortune was massively increased.
The Rockefeller family may be equally important. The pivotal figure in this family was J.D.Rockefeller, who made his fortune out of Standard Oil or Esso in Ohio and Pennsylvania. He also controlled the railroads. When rival road transport systems were established he attempted to block them by parking his trains across the roads at level crossings. His basic business technique was the elimination of competitors at all costs, followed by the establishment of a monopoly, followed by profit taking. He rapidly gained a name for huge wealth, secrecy and hard and dirty business practice. In his later years he had a harsh and gaunt appearance, so to counter his bad "public image" JD more or less invented the PR industry. He had short films of himself made, calculated to charm the public, himself playing golf with a pretty little child for instance. This film was shown on TV recently. It has a rather false and amateurish air but was very effective with the public of the day.
The Rockerfellers currently have controlling interests in Exxon (the world's biggest company) and the Chase Manhattan Bank, which turns over trillions of dollars a week. With so many billions in their hands already, what does more money mean? Obviously it means more power and more control over other human beings, but to what end and in whose name?
Apparently in the name of Lucifer, the fallen angel also known as the bringer of light, hence the name "Illuminati", which means "the enlightened ones". Lucifer is also known for the characteristics of pride, deception and impermanence. The illuminati were apparently founded in Bavaria in 1770 by one Adam Weisshaupt, a student of the Jewish philosopher Mendelsohn, and backed by the Rothschild family. The society has always been based on the lodges of Freemasonry, which was taken over at the highest levels during the course of the eighteenth century by agents of the Illuminati. Freemasonry is a very secretive institution, to the extent that members at one level do not know what members at another level are doing. Hence it is an organisation which is full of bonhomie and good deeds at the lower and middle levels, while its motives and deeds at the highest levels veer towards the dark side.
Both Freemasonry and Judaism have strong roots in the ancient Egyptian systems of religious belief, and it was this very similarity which attracted the illuminati to Freemasonry, for most of them were Jewish. It is a source of controversy today to speculate whether or not they are still predominantly Jewish. No unfair racism intended - they either are or they aren't. Certainly there is much evidence to suggest that they are not, George Bush for instance, a prominent illuminati figure and obviously not Jewish.
The all seeing eye on the U.S. Dollar Bill
The United States of America is more or less a creation of Freemasonry. The symbol of Freemasonry was placed on the cornerstone of the Whitehouse, while the assembled Freemasons lodges stood and watched the ceremony. The famous all-seeing eye in the pyramid appears on the one dollar bill. It is one of the main symbols of Freemasonry. This bill also bears the inscription, in Latin, "1776, the year of inception of a new world order". If one joins the dots formed by the stars of the thirteen original states one obtains an exact Star of David.
The goal of the IlIuminati is total control of the world. The only nations, which are holding out against their power, are some Islamic nations and China but this resistance is limited because the Illuminati have crushing economic power.
There are certain methods of subjugation and control which are indispensable to this power. The first is, of course, complete control over all financial systems, all borrowing and lending. All banks, all building societies, all insurance companies have to be under their control. At the lowest level even the smallest bank will be forced to toe the line. At the highest level the World Bank decides the fate of countries. It is an interesting and amazing fact that both the Federal Reserve Bank and the Bank of England are controlled by these Illuminati dynasties, in spite of the names of these banks, which suggest that they are run for public benefit. It is said that both Abraham Lincoln and John Kennedy wanted to change this system.
The second essential component is control of the media. It is controlled through business fashion. If the board meeting, or the management meeting, or the sales meeting, or the training meeting suggests that facts should be presented in a certain way, who is going to present them differently? There is an implied threat to one's job and one's career. Few people would gladly face demotion, retrenchment or the dole and most people are so ambitious they will do nearly anything "reasonable" to court favour with their superiors. This is how business is controlled and the media is the most important part of business, for it controls people's minds. People are very suggestible and often lend more credence to what they see on "the box" than to what happens on their own street. The Illuminati know this and use this suggestibility factor to the full. Lenin's key move during the Russian revolution was the capture of the radio station.
The third factor in the control system is the universities, and through them the whole education system. Particular effort is put into the schools of sociology, politics, economics and education, hence "liberal" systems of education which are often degenerate and even violent. Their men are inserted into the universities through the power of funding by big business. They then spread their influence downwards through tertiary to secondary and primary education.
The fourth factor is the enormous influence wielded by two similar organisations, The Council of Foreign Relations in the USA and the Royal Institute of International Affairs in England. These institutions are schools for statesmen, Illuminati statesmen. They are the stamping grounds of men such as Henry Kissinger, Zbigniew Brzezinksi and Lord Carrington. These two "think tanks" have a crucial influence on all US and British governments, no matter which party is "in power". The statesmen produced by these institutions can and do decide the fate of nations.The tax-exempt foundations are also instruments of Illuminati power. The Ford foundation and the Rockefeller foundation are two prominent examples of this type of "charitable" institution. They were heavily involved in supporting various communist powers when the cold war was at its height. Communism versus capitalism arms race = more money and power for the Illuminati. So these are some of the structures through which the Illuminati work but what methods do they use?
Pitting one side against the other, using a theory devised by Hegel, which is: Thesis versus antitheses - synthesis.
Every force tends to have an opposite counterforce. The conflict between the two results in a new situation, the synthesis. The illuminati make it their business to be the synthesis. Thus no problem situation is ever "nipped in the bud" it is rather fostered and used, just as the Soviet Union was fostered and used.
The insertion of immigrant groups into countries is a variation of this divide and rule process. Each group can be played off against the other.
"Double talk" and "double think". George Orwell knew instinctively what was going on when he invented these two expressions: I categorically deny = it will happen a bit later. Peace = war by another means.
To say one thing and do another is fundamental to Illuminati practice. They believe that the public will accept these lies through laziness and wishful thinking. Unfortunately they are usually correct.
"Keep them busy busy busy, back on the farm with the other animals." We are kept so busy with business (or busyness) that we do not understand or participate in the decisions and events that will crucially affect our future.
When a real power move is made it is usually done secretly and suddenly often with the pretence that nothing has happened. There is preparation for opposition, but conflict is often not necessary as most people have been trained to be so passive that they will probably not create an effective opposition.
Use of front men in important positions. These front men have the characteristic of "servile obedience", probably because of a blot or blots on their character which they are anxious to conceal. Most of the Presidents of the USA fall into this category. The current situation springs to mind. Behind the opponent stands the man with real power, who has long been groomed for this position. Men like Henry Kissinger, Zbigniew Brzezinski and George Bush are in this category.
The assassination of opposing leaders as quietly and as secretly as possible, so as to simulate a natural death. If this is not possible due to time constraints or other limited circumstances, surrogates are used and the lines of suspicion are covered by deception, false accusation and if necessary, multiple assassinations. Induced heart attacks, fake motor accidents and apparent suicides are also favoured methods of assassination.
Social engineering. An easily manipulated rabble is what is required. Mixed population groups with weak morals, weak traditions, low educational standards and weak group willpower are the aim. Those with special aptitudes can be taken out and trained to serve the illuminati for technical purposes, security purposes or as part of the propaganda apparatus. The middle class will become surplus to requirements and will be reduced to relative poverty.
Mockery and submission of the manners and morals of societies which show any resistance. Control of the media, the fashion industries and the education systems are essential components in this strategy. "Free love", the cult of youth, mockery of the Christian and Muslim faiths also fall into this category. "I don't give a rats ass about Jesus Christ" is one recent masterpiece from one of Hollywood's biggest starts. He probably didn't realise what he was saying, which makes him a "useful idiot'. A "useful idiot" is much more effective than a conscious supporter. By these means of subversion societies and nations are conquered from within and open battle is usually not necessary.
The conduct of unrelenting economic warfare. This is the real war and continues even while the bombs are falling and the bullets are flying. The important part is the control of the enemy's economy after the conflict. The recent economic crash in the far-eastern countries is in reality an assertion of the Illuminati's economic power, an expression of economic dominance. The Illuminati now control 10-15% of the Japanese economy. This is public knowledge, that is what has been bought at bargain prices. In reality they probably control much more.
Control and exploitation of the standards of public health. The sale of prescription drugs is a huge business generating mega profits. Medical operations and treatments can also be very profitable to big business. These extreme treatments have their place but are over-used for the sake of profit.
In fact big business, particularly the big drug companies, have a vested interest in the ill health of the population. These companies, working through the US Food and Drug Administration, have tried to suppress the health food industry. In this they have largely failed but now the game is to own it and control it so that health foods can only be afforded by the elite. Argument through defamation of character. The factual debate is ignored while characters are defamed. This is usually a very effective technique as many human beings are very suggestible and seem reluctant to use their reasoning abilities. Thus a "smear campaign" can easily draw attention away from the facts.
To conclude, it is growing increasingly evident that a world government is developing, and many would say that it is probably no bad thing, but few have asked for what purpose this "new world order" is created. Nor have they asked themselves what the consequences will be. These consequences (or some of them) will probably be as follows:
• Increasing profits for big business, increasing poverty for the middle class (who they despise). A rapid decline in moral standards and the promotion of social decay.
• Transience. Jobs that don't last; neighborhoods that don't last.
• Increasing levels of crime and violence.
• Decline and demise of public services; replacement by private enterprise - good service for the few who can afford it.
• Ongoing ill health for the bulk of the population because of stress; poor quality foods; food additives; genetic engineering; pollution and drugs. There may be good health for those who can afford it - only the rich and well informed.
• The gradual phasing out of national governments, which will have powers more like the regional governments of today.
• The formation of several conglomerations like the United States. In time a world leader will be announced, a real one this time. A pity he will have a cynical contempt for the most of humanity. Do we deserve it?